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Friday, January 20, 2012, 12:47 AM

Not done trying to get over one issue another one appears.
One after another and another.
Can only say physical pain is nothing compared to the mental ones,
because it the mental pain that drives one crazy.

Maybe I dwell too much on the past,
but if nothing happened there won't be anything to dwell on.

On what basis does one trust that a guy can stay true to only one girl.
Just when you thought you found someone different,
it really won't be long before they prove you wrong.

Guys are really all the same.
Unable to resist the attention they get from girls,
indulging themselves in the feeling of being wanted by others even though they are already wanted by one.
It's just never enough.
Not even gonna lie I seriously hate it.
Is it just guys who are too selfish or girls who are too selfless.

Promises are nothing unless they are fulfilled.
Words can be nothing, but words can also kill.

Fucking, fucking, fucking tired.
In this fucking state I still have to complete three fucking essays.

SERIOUSLY HOW MANY FUCKING ISSUES MUST I DEAL WITH IN JUST ONE RELATIONSHIP FUCK.
Am really going crazy and can't take it any much longer.
With all these episodes playing in my head non-stop for every fucking single day,
my life would probably shorten by another year everyfuckingday.

Sorry doesn't help because it just mean the damage is already done.
Ironic that I stick to the words you said but you didn't.
Fucking paradox that when i'm with you I am sad and happy at the same time all the time.
Don't be stress? How not to be.
Every month one new drama.
Before I even have time to COPE with the first a new one comes along.

What fucking faith am I suppose to have when every relationship is the same,
disappointing.

Definitely another sleepless night.
Damn it.
Even if I die now the amount of rest I get after death won't be enough to compensate the amount of rest I lack when i'm fucking alive.

All I want is a guy who won't flirt with other girls,
who won't give unnecessary attention to other girls,
who can make his words count,
who is faithful,
who can make me feel secured,
who can make me feel that much more important and that less inferior.
Too much to ask for?
I guess so.
Welcome to reality,
where you deal with shit your whole life and die with it.

In life only one thing is guaranteed,
death.
In life you can only trust one person,
yourself.
Scratch that,
sometimes you can't even trust yourself.

Only reason why it hurts is because I care too much.
Maybe I shouldn't.
If you like the attention from those girls or their fucking words for you, so be it.
Talk to me when they can show that they love you more than I do through fucking actions.
Otherwise, all fuck off.
I can ask those guys to fuck off, no reason why you can't.
If you can't, then seriously, you can go join those girls interested in you.
All fuck off together.

Don't even fucking bother to think twice bout my thoughts already because like i've said,
I've reached my fucking limits.
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